Saturday, August 19, 2006

Childless (4)

The surprisingly thick glasses cover almost half of her face. Her zoomed eyes are slightly squint, but still bright and curious. She is now showing something to her bigger brother out there from the window. You wonder what it is. They are both so excited. Next moment she is doing some acrobatic movements when the bus makes a sudden stop. She almost falls before her father catches her and asks her to sit straight. She is looking around, still having the naughty but innocent look on her face. For few seconds she seems to be staring at you. You smile, and feel out of breath. Her mother is now hugging her brother affectionately.

He presses his ears on her bumped stomach, caressing it, kissing it and making noises with his mouth on it, as if he is communicating with a deaf-blind, through a balloon. For how long have I been dreaming of this! Putting ears on your stomach, and listening to the tiny creature whose seed I've planted there. In the womb of my beloved woman shall grow the most beautiful creature, because we made love and pleaded to have it. Her hand petting his hair is enough to make him the happiest man on the entire planet.

The room is dark. It's a long time since the sun has set. You are sitting there alone, embracing your knees, gazing at the empty space.

5 comments:

LT said...

"In the womb of my beloved woman shall grow the most beautiful creature, because we made love and pleaded to have it. Her hand petting his hair is enough to make him the happiest man on the entire planet."

this was BY FAR the MOST beautiful point of view I've ever heard from a guy. If a baby is the real fruit of love between two people, I shall have lots and lots of babies ...

Siamak said...

Sometimes I think if one is so obsessed about kids, he should never have a baby... and do something like becoming a teacher.

It's like Maria in "ashkha va labkhandha" who got boring when she settled and got married.

Or like, having a carrot in front of a donkey, hanged from a stick connected to its back to make it walk forever. (btw, which famous donkey had such a carrot? can't remember...)

LT said...

:)))

I totally understand! I usually find myself torn between 3 thought:

1- have my own kids and raise them the best way that I can
2- not have my own kids, but adopt as many kids as I can
3- instead of having kids, join a group like "Global Children's Organization" and help kids in general

Siamak said...

join a group like "Global Children's Organization"

Great idea!!! I would join too, then!
Who else is coming? Hey guys!

Anonymous said...

that's BEAUTIFUL!

(don't know about a famous donkey, but didn't Jamshid "fly" that way tricking eagles to carry his throne to the sky? But I'm not so sure.